I´ve dived deep, found out who I am truly are at my core and what´s really important to me. Suddenly my visions from my younger self appeared to me and I was like: Okay, I´m older now, but not really smarter than my younger version was at that point. I´ve always carried my truth, values and purpose inside me, but all the negative past experiences have clouded my inner desires, wishes and visions. I was so focused on what I should do, what was expected from me and what other people might think, rather than what I truly wanted to do. I´ve lost my relationship to myself, doubted all my actions and tried to cover my insecurities with hard work. 

As soon as I knew what I really wanted in life, I faced the next challenge: How do I get there?! Because knowing you´re supposed to do something else is one thing. But to really chase your vision takes courage and lots of inner work. You have to adjust your daily routines, have to get rid of all those limiting beliefs, old (comfortable but self-sabotaging) patterns and you have to escape your comfort zone. 

 It wasn´t always easy, but it was totally worth it all.